under the mattress and into the womb under the table and into the room... look out from the the window and what do you see.. a world that could not be me. inside an incestuous chamber of doubt
lays the grout
for the workings
of
my
every
anxiety...
from within our boxes we whisper to each other "when when when.. will we get out? will we ever get out? what do you mean get out? get out get out getout geouteotuoutugettttttttttoooooooooooooooooooGHHEETOOOOO!!!!!!
Ghetto.
The ghetto is everywhere. from within the ghetto is a ghetto and what radiates out from it is in of itself a reflection of the ghetto. urban to suburban to rural within each sect you will find the ghetto.
in a city apartment a girl looks out from her window onto the urban sprawl and says "will i ever get out?"
from a trailer in the country a girl looks upon the brink of suburban sprawl and says "will i ever get out?"
from within the suburban sprawl a girl looks... both ways...and says....}the stiffling is madness for all of us within. those at either end ... of .... the... dim....{she sees those who wish to stay and those who wish to flee and not a single
one
of
them
wants
her
company
because
she
is
an
extension
of
their
self
they
wish
not
to
see
}a bright and shiny glistening doll---eeee on a pristine mantle of despair eyes black and wide glistening unmoved, untouched, by the incessant sound of polishing and vacuuming to maintain the LIE that the....
urban
and
rural
wish
to
see
so
that
they
can
feel
good
in
right
company
and make a good impression.
what is it she should be?
{she should be nothing so we can do anything..}
{she should be nothing so we can do anything..}
{and so they abuse the naive and vulnerable}
then they dress her up.
so she looks pretty.
so that everyone knows everything is okay.
as long as she looks pretty.
everything is okay.
the second a woman..
is in disarray...
... all of the evils of the world are revealed......
